TheRedGryphon's Journal

Nov 2006
2:22 PM EDT

Now for my second entry which I swear it will be a little more interesting...well if you aren't interested in all that pointless drama. I have decided that I am going to my first rave this weekend called Candieland and its pretty big because the majority of my friends know about it. I am not being into that whole scene but I think that it would be fun to try something new. unfortunatly my wardrobe isnt very colorful because im a very earthy person so i think that if I stick out it will be because I will be the only normally dressed person there. I have to work till 11 tonight at the most boring job ever. it makes me want to shoot myself in the face but it pays alright. Although I have mervins, it is good for me to learn what kind of things I like doing. I love food production because of the customer interaction. I love talking, joking and making people laugh. If you try to do that in retail they look at you like youre nutz. Im ok with being crazy but Im not ok with being crazy when people aren't liking it. I just mold to the mood around me and I don't like it when I cant talk to people and make them smile. other then that my day has been pretty good. I think that I might have found a way to move on from my ex bf. Which is weird for me to say honestly, I still have to catch myself everytime I call him my boyfriend. I try to stop, he hates it and I think that he just gets more angry with me. I should start a dating line for me. Number one rule: Must know how to talk instead of yelling because yelling causes no solution.it just gets me to shut down and fester my anger till I break down. thats important. number 2 would be: money cannot mean everything. number three would be: I would like to be somewhere on the top 5 of the priorities of my boyfriend after dating for three years. there you go pretty much I think i am not a difficult person to deal with. HEY IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND GO AHEAD AND POST A COMMENT!!!THANKS love,TheRedGryphon

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Username: TheRedGryphon

Gender / Age: Female, 35

Location: USA - Arizona

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About Me: I am an intelligent person although I am emotional and that usually gets in the way. I just go out of a long relationship which I thought that I was loved in. I guessed wrong, because we are no longer dating. I have two jobs that Im working in order to get a car and in order to go to UofA as soon as possible. I want to get my massage therapy certification so I can make good money when I try to major for Psychology and minor in Law. I am a fake red head cuz I decided that I was not the personality of a blonde. Im very much a pisces and so i need someone who will keep my head out of the clouds.

Interests: I love playing pool, blowing shit up, reading, writing, having deep conversations, fast cars, being myself, grunge music,feeling truely inspired or in lowmans terms in love, I love the ocean, I love rain.I love long baths.

Favorite Music: I love grunge music! but also contemporary NIN,Smashing pumpkins,Alice in chains,Nirvana,Tool,A Perfect Circle,The Cranberries,Staind,Nickelback,Puddle of Mudd,AFI,Alanis Morrissette,the Muse, others to come

Favorite Movies: City of Angels, Fight Club, V for Vendetta, Ever After, Anna and the King,Rocky Horror Picture Show,Anything Monty Python, 16 candles, more to come

Favorite Television: I dont watch television...I don't think anything that decreases your brain waves lower then when you are sleeping is healthy...read a damn book!

Favorite Books: Yay! Beekeepers Apprentice, Monsterous regiment of Women, The Moor, Justice Hall, O' Jerusalem, 1984, Anything Sherlock Holmes, Body of Evidence, Body farm, The red Deamon, The star of India, The angel of the Opera, The Jungle, The Count of Monte Cristo, I know why the caged Bird sings, To kill a Mockingbird, Civilization and its discontents, others to come....