I cant wait till school starts. Im going to see if I can give myself a whole new look. Im sick and tired of the person I am now. I want people to look up to me. And wish they were me.�I want more, better friends, one's that actually care about me! Because right now I cant help but think they secretly dislike me and wish that I would dissapeare. And guess what?
ITS ALL TRUE!!!
I here them all the time. Talking behind my back, How could I�NOT know? I mean really?
So watch out everyone. Im not that sweet and inocent girl everyone loves and knows.
No,�I wont be that girl. The girl who gets pushed around and her heart broken. I�cant do it anymore. I�cant handle it anymore.
I think I may just be ready to come out of my shell once and for all...
No longer will i be walked on, no longer will I hide in the dark as I watch my life fall apart. No longer will I let my life pass me by with out me having a say in what I�want. So here I come, be ready!