Just another sad story...

I've slipped, and now Im fallin down a dark tunnel, the sight of light slowly dissapearing. Im drowning in the memories. They haunt me, in my sleep, and in my every other thought through out the day.

A day doesn't go by without thinking about him... But how could you not think about someone when you see them everyday, not because you want to, or because you have to. But because their just there.

Until this year, when I could no longer pretend he never existed. I had locked my heart away and carefully stitched myself back together. And now that he's back, everything I came near to forgetting is flooding back. All those summer days at the pool, and in the woods...

Im loosing it peace by peace, I keep telling myself Im going to forget. I know some of my friends wonder why I do some of the things I do... I do them so that I can distract myself. Its like morphine, but the pain is so great that it only numbs. Because pain can only gone for so long..... expecially when theres soo much of it..

- Sportygirl15