I've been traped for so long in memories of him, but now... Im letting go. It feels great to let go, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I feel as if I could fly, and nothing can hold me back. Its like freedom all over again, to breathe without hesitation, for the first time. Im letting go and�Matt cant do anything to stop me the only thing I can do now is to keep walking forward, and not glance back on what used to be.
I've made a new rule for myself, dont wonder what could have been and spend preciouse seconds on what I could have done to prevent him from leaving. So I look forward to a fresh start, and know that God will help me every step of the way, all I have to do is trust him. I once heard that God gives us opsticals to over come so that we are ready for the future. And�I believe it, because everyday is a special day, God gives us messages everyday, all you have to do is pay attention and you will see them.
So now Im free of Matts memories, a new start, clean slat, whatever you wish to call it. So now I look forward eagerly to a new day to see what God has planned for me.
I thank BellaLuz17 for helping me to forget about Matt, I feel so much better thank-you!