So, my first day. please be nice.. i just need somewhere to rest my head. so much confusion and no voice to speak. no ears to hear. dont get me wrong, im not a deaf mute with no friends. quite the opposite. im blessed with a partner, friends and 2 beautiful children. just sometimes, in a sea of faces, of eyes and ears, i feel so alone. im surrounded by people. sometimes i die for a minutes peace. but im alone.
i cant speak of these things because of the hurt il cause. although i doubt i can hurt anyone else more than iv hurt myself. god i ache. so much sometimes that i swear it'll kill me. but thank god i have an amazing sense of humour. and even on the days where im bawling my eyes out coz im hurting so bad, mostly i can laugh my way out. so i want to bring you all with me on this rollercoaster. im making a change. it'll be emotional, but im bloody funny. i want to show you all its not that bad. even if it feels like the end of the world right now. so join me over this period of time. ul laugh, ul cry, and mostly....
i dont want to do this on my own
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