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Sep 2006
9:04 AM EDT

Ok. I wanna do a blog about my hoyfriend. his name Is justin taylor. He goes to Palmer high with me :D um hes on the football team which makes me happy. I've basically been with him since second grade :D i know really weird. we went out 3,4,5,6,7 grade...not on and off. all together...thats five years!! scary. and then i went out with him 3 tmes during 8th grade and nnow i'm in 9th grade and we're going out again. My family loves him. He's really the nicest guy in the world. just yeaterday we waited a whole hour by himself just to see me after my volleyball game :D everyone thought it was really sweet. He has never hurt me. except that one incident. but he was confused and didn't know what to do. I"M IN LOVE WITH HIM!! i dont' love him I'm IN love with him. I'm never gunna break up with him... :D hee hee. I'm smiling just typing this :D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Well, i kind a gotta go. GOD i still have 20 minutes in this class and this is like my 3rd blog.. .and they're all long :'(

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1 comment(s) - 10:38 PM - 09/26/2006

Sep 2006
8:55 AM EDT

Omg!! dude, ok, well theres this girl Jessie that does not know how to grow up. Shes turning a little thing into a fucking huge deal. karianne her and I are supposed to be playing at a wedding TOMMORROW!!! Shes first violin Karianne is Cello and of course i'm sencond violin. She says that i don't practice with them enough. but what she doesn't know is that other than her whos only thing in life is being a depressed sympothy sucker and music i have volleyball, and church to dael with. I love sports and i couldn't really miss any of my games. S o thats one practice. I went to practice yesterday and she said that i sucked. Ok. thats not cool. if you were there you would hear how bad she was and how she didn't know her part. I practice at home on my spare time. Shes a fu king bicth and just last period (3rd) she said she can't work with me so she quit. Shes first violin in case you forgot and if you know anything about mucic you should know that without the first violin. So basically me and Karianne are screwed. so after class I asked her for the music and she went off on me. These exact words "FUCK YOU. I don't have the music" then i asked where it was and she said at her house. so i went off on her telling her that we need it since she quit. Its funny how a stupid wedding gig can break up a friendship. no scratch that i was never her friend. syesterday when we were at lunch she was talking about a girl who wouldn't have any friends if they actually told he wats wrong with her. thats the way she is. nobody really likes her. and if they do they haven't seen the side we have. Oh, if you could see me right now. I am so freakin mad. i'm about to punch the wall, i'm glad that i can take my anger out in this journal thing other wise the computer screen would be shattered. Well ya, i have a lot more to say about jessie. but i kind of need to stop. so ya.

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1 comment(s) - 02:35 PM - 09/22/2006

Sep 2006
9:18 AM EDT

Do i seek the acceptance of others before the acception of myself? ok. i'm like really realy bored. i'm in computer applications right now. its amazing how this isn't blocked yet. :D hee hee makes me happy. right now i feel like crap. but back to the question. I think i accept myself before anyone else does. if they don't like Me then thats their fault. i like who i am. sure i have a lot of things to figure out. but at least i accept it and my problems.

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1 comment(s) - 06:32 AM - 09/26/2006

Sep 2006
6:03 PM EDT

Wow. How do i define love? Thats a really big question to ask someone. I have only loved two boys in my Life. Patrik Meehan and Justin Taylor. I guess love is... >Knowing that you'll take a bullet for them if the time came >knowing that they would do the same >the most stupidest thing reminds you of them >No matter how much they hurt you you always go back to them >you can always trust them with your secrets > you know a lot about them > you smile when you see they're name pop up on msn or yahoo > you write silly lists like this >when your writing this you're thinking about them every time your finger touches the next key Theres like a lot more. but thats how i define it. you don't have to agree with me. But its wat i believe in.

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Sep 2006
5:59 PM EDT

I never really pretend to be anything i'm not. I think that is so stupid. I love who i am and if any one doesn't like that they aren't really my friends

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Sep 2006
8:41 AM EDT

HOMECOMING IS THIS SATURDAY!! YAYA! I have a date too :D His name is Justin Tyalor. I went out with this kid for like 6 years :D We're going to my house for homecoming than to Old Chicago. And then the dance. :d i'm gunna look so pretty :D i have a green sparkly fress :D its gunna look really cool :d

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Sep 2006
8:50 AM EDT

Ok. i just figured out that this thing works at my school YAY!!

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About Me: Hey My names is Savana and I'm a ninth grader at palmer high school in Co. Springs Colorado. I play on the volley ball team and i'm trying out for soccer at the end of the year. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND JUSTIN!!! <3 I love all my friends too. my best friend in the whole world is Codie . Shes awesome. I've known her all my life (literally) she finally has a boyfriend that cares for her which makes me really happy. They're so cute together too :D well, i'm a very sweet loving person in case you can't tell. I don't like to hurt anyone. Sure i have a few enimies but the one i just made got mad at codie cuz they weren't on her top friends on myspace. Speaking of myspace. i have one... thr url is: www.myspace.com/_____luvr but if i don't know you in person i won't add you sorry. a rule with my parents :D

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