SamanthaAlexandra's Journal
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Mar 2007
12:10 PM PST
I didn't even get a break. My heart was constantly pounding from a mixture of nervousness and excitement. Every time he'd enter the room my stomach would get that feeling where you feel like your insides are falling out, much like when riding a wooden rollercoaster. It became evident how much I have been lying to myself over the past several months. Too bad I'm such a coward; otherwise, maybe something would happen. It's not so much the rejection that scares me, as it is the fear of loosing his friendship altogether. I hate being cliche and cheesy, but right now, that's all I've got.
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Every angel is terrifying The drugs are a fabulation. Every wisp of smoke I inhale and exhale is a story formed from one breath to another. Take this train I'm on, for instance. It could suddenly lift from its rails and be taken to a desolate planet, a razed nothing where food and water is scarce. I wonder, then, who would make love to whom, who would be eaten first and by what method we would decide this sacrificial process. Or perhaps we'd all just be too hungry to think about it...
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