Well, here I am again. I almost ended up in the emergency room today. My sugar spiked high around lunch and I don't know why. I started to get sick again. I was getting short of breath the whole thing. My dad had to call the doctor and see what she wanted me to do. I threw up some of my dinner. Fish. It doesn't seem to agree with me.� I took meds to help how sick my stomach felt and since they make me tired I actually got an hour nap with out waking up in a cold sweat.��
My last night in the hospital I woke up wet from head to toe sweating. Now every time I go to sleep I wake up about twice a night all wet in a cold sweat. I have to get up and change all my clothes.�
I went in the pool and got some sun early this morn though. I haven't been in the sun or pool for a long long time. Hard to believe but I miss work.� I miss having a "normal" life.My mood's depressed today still. But hasn't been that bad.� I was sick a lot today though.
�The internet server keeps going down and it's pissing me off!� I type a whole thing out and then lose it. I am going to end this so that I don't have to re-type it.��Good night.