Rei's Journal
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Apr 2007
5:36 AM WST
please play the mandolin 3/19/07 05:46 pm Edit Entry Edit Tags Add to Memories Track This i have been known to be a very prolific writer of crap. crap crap, nothing but. i bullshit my way around a lot of things. take, for example, how i write my essays. thanks to years and years of reading (evident with my glasses) i know a lot of pretty useless words. these words i use to make my otherwise bullshitty essay into something of the opposite. heck, if i've known myself better, i could have sworn that the last time i liked what i wrote was when i was in second year high school. and so i wanted to bring some sort of semblance back into my writing. i join a literary org, hoping that i might get that feeling back. but no no i just made myself look entirely more like an arsehole. i could've kicked myself in the back. i don't belong there. with all the shitty talk about literary moguls and dramatic situations, hell i'm THE outsider. (before anyone reads differently into this, i am greatful for that org. it made me realize how completely mad i was from the very beginning.) nope, i'm not dashing my once wonderful dream of being a writer. it's just that-- i'm too stupid, too unstable. i miss my bestfriend. when we were in high school we used to laugh like hyenas about the stuff that we wrote; the crazy people, the insane plot. that was a joy. but now... now you have to worry about chasing your run-on sentences away; zapping that very obvious grammatically incorrect schmuck... oh lord oh lord please play the mandolin. please please. you can't get your plot wrong. you can't kill juliana just yet. because she has to live. she has to live long enough to hear that mandolin being played. (posted from my LJ account 2 weeks ago. i'm chucking that right about... now)
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Philippines
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REI's Interests:
Favorite Movies:
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, closer, ocean's, etc etc add foreign films to the bunch
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wtf??
Favorite Books:
god of small things... i'll add the rest whem i'm not so *&%$#ng high anymore
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