Iam missing him right now and no one else will satiate me. Not even GQ perfect Darien. He is having service� tonight, what a way to spend a holiday. As for me I will be with the kids. I so want things to work btwn us, but Iam afraid to even hope. For fear .... I spoke to my mother� concering him, why did I do that ?grave mistake on my part. Just when I reckon she can find no fault or anything negative to say she does. Never fails! It seems that she doesnt want me to be happy. For this reason I limit what I share with her. I resent her to this day for her attitude. Must move on from this, gotta pick myself up, forgive and just let go(d.) Chatting with him via text message simultaneously.� He said he wanted me to share his last name, is that a proposal sounds like.� Guess he is romantic, its the eve of christmas. Still chatting with him and listening to my daughter prophecy he is her step dad. She is climbing all over me on my shoulders doing a "silliy dance" Must stop typing too much going on between my baby and him� texting me I am distracted..