thats what iam doing right now and listening to eric benet sing my damn song. I love this song that last time i was singing it and the huggeth was sitting right where iam talking about sing baby sing it to me.� I guess he was suprised I could sing considering he says I dont sound like Iam�black. Iam giving him too much� air time huggeth that is. Kyle is what I want, he loves me and I love him too. He told me earlier that he loved me of� course he expected me to reciprocate but I didnt want to. I guess he needs to be reassured, which is normal. This is repetitve but damn Iam so happy with him I mean us. bout to play my song once more and chat with him at the same time.� Iam feeling so happy cant remember when I laughed or smile, I am not laying on the couch contemplating suicide or wondering why god allowed me to suffer so much. since I came back from ny I feel revived, I was so fragmented.� He is so nasty, the shit� that� he is saying right now is triple xrated. and I love it all.