These kids are getting on my one last fucking nerve, I am not sure if� they think Iam a joke or what. That is until Iose my grip on sanity and start� beating the shit out of them. They really do bring this shit on themselves. How? hmmm lets me see they have been cleaning the same room since 7:15 am and now it is after two in the afternoon. What is wrong with this picture? but what really disturbs me is that they meaning daniel wants me to break my neck and do some shit for him, like buy him the book and drum sticks he needs for band. Not to mention the fact that the book bags purchased for school for them, are all on the floor. They dont gvie a dam they think a motha fucka owe them something. My energy is waning and my patience have left a long time ago. These are the time I wish I had a husband. for real cause I just bet this way things go down around here would even happen.
My new neighbors are getting on my nerves as well. they play that damn music all damn day and all fuckn night long. Thank god Iam not working right now cuz I would be calling the police and cursing them out like it aint nobody's business. MY sister needs to get a tighter grip on her kids, they/ she is lazy and slack! They dont clean she dont even wash the tub out after her dirty ass. Man what the fuck is she thinking about other than laying up getting dicked down and pushing her kids off on anyone who will fall for her lines. She isnt looking for an apartment, she wont get help via dss. I am beyond words when it comes to expressing my frustration, She dont give a damn about her kids, who does she think she is fooling? They would be better off with someone who actually gave a damn and could/would provide for them. For the most part she acts� like they are in her way of� screwing. She says she want to move back to buffalo. Where she use� to attend college, she is� a mother now. A choice she made when she told the family she was grown. She cant relive the past. I have tried to comprehend her way of thinking and just cant fathom living off my family who is struggling to raise their kids. I feed them she wouldnt, they would be eating shit out of a can forever if she had it her way. I am enabling her for the last time. I cant do this I say but continue to..
Isaiah is in for a suprise if he come out his mouth with some bullshit. He provokes me to smack the piss out him. And I will do it. Most days I wish he didnt exist or was never born. He complicates my life as well as Dj. Right now I wish they were dead! Why did I have them I dont know?� Isaiah is so smart but doesnt know� when to shut the fuck up even after you warn him. I think he likes the abuse I dish out, one of these days I suspect I am going to really hurt him.
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