im so sick of this shit.
of it always being about you instead of me
�a truth from you never being a gurantee
since the day that i met you i could never understand
why that girl with the brown eyes was your kind of brand
she was the one you denied me for, the one you cried for
and i was just that other girl that you seemed to ignore
but i gave you my heart and i gave my word
when that bitch fucked you over for some other dude she preferred
yet you still ran back to her after i gave you my heart
i knew you would do all this right there from the start
Its like one day you loved me, the next day you cared less
and i sit there stressing and feeling a mess
so now im stranded, lost and feeling alone
and i still cry and feel butterflies when i smell your cologne
so when that day comes around when you realize im the one
you can give me a call so i can say "FUCK YOU IM DONE"
On your own now... In my dreams I see you I see you sitting there across from me With a blank expression on your face You're watching me…watching you Then you stand up, take the last sip Of the whiskey you had poured yourself �€�In that short crystal glass Not knowing this was the last drink you were about to take As you grab you're throat You're eyes build up with tears You choke But while trying to understand the current affair Your life flashes bits of its pieces before you You see your childhood Your father that was never there Your mother, Your brothers And everything that meant something to you � But right in front of you, you see me You see what had taken over you What had changed your life What had given u something that you never truly had before While i had previously added that demise into your glass I had thought about how I before tried to save you To save you from that life that never gave you shit But being you The only you that you know Could never give back what I had given to you You were once a piece of clay� That I sculpted, molded, shifted into what you were never before� Yet you could still never give Never give back to me Everything I had poured out to you Everything I passed up to be with Everything that meant everything to me,� had meant Nothing to you Words were never enough for me It was your character Your phony sense of love The one who raised you never gave you their appreciation In which you never gave to me You were always that person I love you -Ok - Ill be there You never came till morning At 3 am I smelled booze on your breath As u finally entered my door A liar Something u got from your father So now you stand there Gripping your throat� Now understanding how I have for the past 2 years Strain, deceit, pain, exhaustion love and hate Take your last deep breath Hope to your God that he will be there Because I will never save you again from what you have become
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