Ive Been Off school all week again with tonoslitus it really hurts, but i went to see the nurse and she put me on Erythromycin tablets. their some sort of antibioic. i allergic to penecillin so it was my only option. on monday at school i am supposed to do a prosuction in front of my peers. about the vistorian era. but the problem is I DONT KNOW LINES OR ANYTHING. but not to worry, i might get a little sad about my frends doing it but not me i will just enjoy the production. me watching GREAT. i will justs it at the back unnoticed. but i wont mind. its better than heraing my frends talk the way through plays nd stuff we watch. when i go back all my frends jump on me andf yell my anem and hug me. when i went back after my big they said. it was really quiet and lonly the place seemed dead, but there are over 1000 ppl in our school. but they said without me dark and gloomy i bring happiness and brighness to uniforms they are black and white how cna u make them nicer haa
Bored Bored Bored. sometimes i need something to do, but ive done everything cleaned tidied played on games,blah, blah ,blah blah blaahh. Evil Is streaming through the widows in my house,everyone seems to be grumpy. its december tommorow people should be happy not sad, or angry, but it seems that way. it is that way i dont want it to be, we have no food in the fridge, and my mum is ill so she cant go shopping and i cant carry all those bags and plus i cant drive!! My stepdad is driving me nuts he said i have to pull my weight, but i am i dont have time to tidy very much because im working my ass off on this job i want. so i am pulling my weight. he syas i spend day and night on the computer but thats training, finindg out science facts on the body. thats why i am on the computer non stop. im old enough to move out but its too much to plan or handle i have my own little seperate house attached to the house so i guess that all i need till i sort everything. im up very late at night at like 3 in the morning but thats not night. but on school days i toss and turn for hours on end and i need to get something to help me sleep. honey milk sometimes works.... im stressed out because my mum is stressed. i go crazy when my mums upset it makes me 10 times as upset.
More homework flooding in a usual, but i actually didnt mind today. im really happy for some reason, and im dancing along to cds without a care in the world. this usually doesnt happen, but today it has and i hope it lasts. im reeally looking forward to christmas. because i think i might get an ipod and a new pair of converses. i hope im not acting braggy! but i hope i get those. ive got a strobng vibe i might. but anway more important things are going on in this world and we all need to make a stand. but people have theyre own problems to deal with. like when adverts come up about children in africa i donate but still instead of them pushing us to pay. they should know people have morw things to deal with. im not saying i dont care i do, but it irritates me sometimes. i usually donate to animal charities and cancer charities too. still im happy. i think sometimes why be upset? push that to the back of your mind for a while, and dance along to cds like me. seriosly im very happy its� a rare occasion and its almost�over. but how do i know that? it could last all week... i hope so.�its 8:30 so better do my homework befor 10. toodly pip!!!
Im much much better today and i have been for ages back in school all my freinds said it was so quiet without me hehe and they said it wasnt the same seeing as i was off nearly all week.�my sister is back shes been away in fueterventura for almost 6 months on work. she was a childrens repp. she is very happy to be back and she has so many plans to meet freinds etc. i got msses of homework to do. but ont i always? XD. its always hard keeping up wit masses of things to do. but if i want to be a beauty therepist i have to do it dont i. i seem to always leave school thins to last minuit. its weired. all my freinds do it befor me and at lunch im always in the library doing homework they ask me what im doing i tell them and they always say "ive already done that. i did it ages ago" its annoying listening tob that nearly everyday. i feel like im in a cartoon with masses of books on my desk. eept its nearly all science. i havent started the B-tech yet becos its only november ive only been in� school for a few months. well started again.
Been off of school today and my neck is notted. and the nots have nots !! and when i tilt my head my vains pull in my shoulders and it stings. but it isnt as bad as it sounds actually. its very weired but yet everything is weired in my life hehe. but im used to it , its my life. Plus it doesnt meen that i cannot enjoy it. I usually enjoy life even at hardest of times, i jut think that i am MUCH more lucky than people that dont have ANYTHING i mean i have a home, food, clothes, water, showers, shoes, paper, pens, school, parents and a family ETC, ETC, ETC but almost half of the population of the world dont have all that. so thats my way to get over things if their object or food related but theres other things im not sure really though.
Gosh the past two days i have been feeling like a big pile of poop!! i have had a sickness bug and ive been off school. its extremely weired the weiredest bug ive ever had because i am acheing so much i cant move exept my hands! i struggled getting up the stairs yesterday but i had a shower, they seem to make me always feel better and then i became more strong. i am still acheing and feeling ill an weak but not as much. i have that lump in my throat the one were you know that your gonna throw up sometime that day. i rarely get it and i think i eat to much, (that might be why i threw up) but there is a bug going around my school. lots of people in my school have it and have been off for the past few days. but i bet i will be back tomorrow. its a shame because we were having an INSPECTION aaahh and im missing it i wander what the inspectors are thinking uh oh! but im sure its not so bad, i cant help being ill can i. pills wont help they will come back up. And plus i couldnt walk there. its about a mile and half for me to walk!! and i wouldnt make it. and i dont want anyone else getting this terrbile acheing and throwing up sickness bug. and i hope that nobody in my house does. esoecially my mother she has cancer and a bad neck and i dont wanna make her worse. and i dont want to give my grandparents this acheing.
Gosh troublesome days alot of course work and so little time to� do all. i am meant to be doing my course work but i thought id sighn up. time to multietask and do my course work at the same time �im a girl i can do that (lol not be sexist). Now i am done (i just did it ) i can type more in my online journal. well anyways this is wayyy better than a normal journal and plus my wrist hurts after� while writing on paper, but it doesnt seem to at school its strange i think its because my brain tells me that 'i need to keep writing and my wrist wont tire out' i think thats what it says to me. You probably think i am a freak (all those reading) but i am ME i am MYSELF and im happy with the way i am. but some of you might agree with me in some things i might type about. well my feeling is tieredness because ive haad a day at school and i call school tiering... i bet most of you would but not just school could be collage or uni. im away from the right now but i think i will do B-tech in Beauty thereapy and then study at collage for 2 years on Beauty therepy. everyone says im good at nail art and hair, and i know a few of scientifical facts like i know the body produces oils, so you dont need cream or oil for massages all the time. anyways i dont know what else to say... i cant think of anything oh well write tomorrow or the next day lol
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