Bored Bored Bored. sometimes i need something to do, but ive done everything cleaned tidied played on games,blah, blah ,blah blah blaahh. Evil Is streaming through the widows in my house,everyone seems to be grumpy. its december tommorow people should be happy not sad, or angry, but it seems that way. it is that way i dont want it to be, we have no food in the fridge, and my mum is ill so she cant go shopping and i cant carry all those bags and plus i cant drive!! My stepdad is driving me nuts he said i have to pull my weight, but i am i dont have time to tidy very much because im working my ass off on this job i want. so i am pulling my weight. he syas i spend day and night on the computer but thats training, finindg out science facts on the body. thats why i am on the computer non stop. im old enough to move out but its too much to plan or handle i have my own little seperate house attached to the house so i guess that all i need till i sort everything. im up very late at night at like 3 in the morning but thats not night. but on school days i toss and turn for hours on end and i need to get something to help me sleep. honey milk sometimes works.... im stressed out because my mum is stressed. i go crazy when my mums upset it makes me 10 times as upset.