Sometimes you put walls up,
not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down...
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I thought that was a good one.
Ok, i dont understand! I dont see why people think that they have the right to treat others like shit!!!! I often wonder if it is because they are not happy with their life... When someone sends you a message at 7 in the morning just to be an arsehole & make you feel like shit, it makes you wonder just why you waste your time talking to them at all! & there u have it.... my little outburst for today!!!
I have no idea what i am doing. I have signed up for this thing (which i will probarbly stop using after the first few entries) I dont know but for some reason this seems a lot more safe than keeping a diary on paper.
Ok so life seems to have hit rock bottom at the moment. I have lost my job, and the guy that I had fallen for just told me that he only wants 'sex' & 'to be mates' i feel like it is selfish for me to want more. So i am in a desprite attempt to end it all to save hurt feelings (mostly mine). Believe me I suck in the 'love' department. I dont think that the man for me exists :) lol...
Other than that life is pretty alright i guess... I dont know if this is how this thing works... & i dont know what happens now.... After i submit this but here goes...