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26
Jun 2007
4:49 PM EDT
   

The last two days before the summer vacation begins, I only feel more depressed. The thinking of flying to San Jose makes me quiver. Chill down to the spine. And why's that? Well, it's full of unknown, and unpreditible and terrifying what's possibly to happen....don't know. OK, to be honest, I don't want to meet with them, that's all. sighs....
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10
Jun 2007
4:48 PM EDT
   

Now I know why I couldn't write a proper mail. I don't feel the same way as they do. Why are they so excited about? And why I am not excited at all? In fact, I am terrified about flying over there, staying with them and living with them 24 hurs a day. I guess you'd not understand why I am saying this. Well, if you are married and relise the relationship between daughter-in-law and mother-in-law, then, you'd get the point.
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05
Jun 2007
5:54 PM EDT
   

It's raining heavily. I heard some places were flooded. People should be aware that it'd only be getting worse as the weather is changing dodgely. Remember "The Day After Tomorrow"? Guess it is near....
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28
May 2007
11:42 PM EDT
   

Got a comment from Keb. A far away stranger but I believe she's a nice person. We seem to have the same age, but totally different life. She mentioned that she got a tattoo, a Chinese chacter, and I wonder what the word it would be.
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27
May 2007
11:47 PM EDT
   

It's my birthday. No cake, no candle-lit dinner. Tons of house chores. How miserable!
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25
May 2007
12:19 AM EDT
   

Hot! Hot! Hot! Can't stand any more. I want to leave for US as soon as possible. I wonder who can bear such a baking day staying in the classroom? I have yoga lesson today. Hope it's allowed to turn on AC.
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22
May 2007
6:03 PM EDT
   

She finally answered. I guess she's not happy about the result, though she won the game. Others would be doubtful about it, too as she won it only technically. I don't know what to say. She used to be one of my friends, it's just we are not that close any more since she is so far away. I feel sorry about Betty. However, she took it pretty well. That's good for her.
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21
May 2007
12:10 AM EDT
   

So, we made the final decision about when to set off. And that would be around 15 of July. I will take two kids to be there for the first two weeks and he will be with us for another two weeks. How does that sound? In fact, I have no idea. I still worry when we get there, what my in-laws will do? I can't drive, not familiar with the city. I am totally a stranger. What can I do to help? sighs...
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15
May 2007
5:36 PM EDT
   

Summer is around the corner. To go or not to go really gives me a headache. Firstly, I hate to disappoint my in-laws as they have been waiting for too long to see their grandchildren, secondly, my kids are expecting high to be able to fly with the plane again. On one hand, if I go, then everyone's happy, but me. On the other hand, if I don't go, I would be living in hell. So, to go or not to go? I don't know.
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04
May 2007
12:10 AM EDT
   

Hot! Not in a mood for anything. Will go home soon. Weekend's around. Hooray!!
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30
Apr 2007
11:36 PM EDT
   

I don't know if the situation is getting better. The thing is, I feel the same working with them. They are still noisy, show less respect and low motive. I've tried hard to make myself tolerate their attitudes and change to be more flexible and nice. But they can't feel anything. What's wrong with these kids nowadays?
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29
Apr 2007
10:47 PM EDT
   

Still the music's on. I wasn't in the mood to do anything. I have been feeling upset for too long, and will have to wait till the end of May, then, everything'd be clear. Last night I watch that models competition, it's the final. I wished Jonie would win out, but she lost to Danille in the end. I couldn't accept it at all. Jonie's more pretty and witty, she's the one and everybody knows that. I just don't get it why they chose D instead. I wonder if they played some tricks here. Or they suprised the audiences on purpose as they said good things about Jonie but that doesn't mean they got to pick her. Now, I see it's only a show. I felt like a fool for watching that.
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26
Apr 2007
6:02 PM EDT
   

That's my song on the radio, sitting here trying to write down anything to mark the day, but, went blank. I saw her this morning, again, clingy to someone. I don't know why I hate her that much, anything about her makes me sick. Betty said never get bothered by her, it's not worth. I know that and am trying. But every time I see her around, feeling flush back. Hatred.
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 54
  • Location: Taiwan
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    About Me: Never talk, just write.

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