Well it has been an awful long time, so many things have happened. I just recently moved to Pleasanton, which is way closer to my job. I only have to drive like 5 minutes to go to work and it is the best feeling ever. where i was living before was in Oakland. It was bad ever sinced i first moved there. I hated the weather, the people, and how everything seemed so damn busy all the time. I felt like i was 3,000 miles away from home. Now i live at least a 40 minute drive from my moms house and just a hop skip and a jump from work. I absolutely love my new place. I get to go home and have lunch at my house. I could lay in bed if i wanted to, but haven't done it yet; Im afraid i wont wake up in time. Anyway, Cameron is completely out of my life. He wants nothing to do with me because how i hurt him so bad. This guy really loved me and i let him down completely. I hate hurting peoples feelings. If i could somehow show him that i will always have respect for him for showing me that someone can love me with all of their heart, I would. Overall, he is a good man at heart, but like he said, "Im always gonna be a thug" I can't live that way, I need a man with a good head on his shoulders, who will take care of his responsibilities and work hard for his money, instead of slangin. Oh well, after timed served, he will be a better man and hope to leaned a lesson. on another note, I been reading the book Twilight, Its pretty awesome. It certainly is a page turner and keeps me on my toes. Im halfway through the book and I highly recommend someone pick it up and start reading it. well i feel like i released everything that was on my mind so goodbye for now and until next time�
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