So i may still have a shot at this promotion! today my Supervisor informed on the latest on the open position! But we have to wait and see how all turns out. Lately I have been having Current issues of confusion. Well, about a several months back I was in deep depression for not having my other half around. My Current boyfriend and I had had a lil break for about 3 months. I finally won his heart back in January of this year. Things now are going smooth and like they say things must get worse to get better! and thats just what they were, there were issues after issues and now finally they are smoothed out. Here's where my confusion comes in and eats me alive. One of my Ex's from a long time ago has recently got in touch with me. I can honestly say This guy really loved me with all his heart, body and soul! I broke his heart and told me to leave me alone for the fact that my current came into my life. So now He has limited time here becasue he recently just got into some trouble and he will be heading to the big house soon (prison). My problem is LOVE! I really loved my ex once upon a time and him gettin in contact with� me has made me miss all the times we had. I was the one to break my ex's heart and after all that i put him through he still loves me with all his heart!!! Im sooooooo damn confused Because i loved him the same way he loved me but His lifestyle is what made me to look for better! over all he was the best lover I ever had! He loved me and i knew he loved me with all his might! and i messed it up but having the urge to find someone with a better head on his shoulders. My ex told me that he was doing well for himself, he was going to school, and concentrating on just him. That he was influenced in some kind of drug deal and it was a drug deal that went bad! I still love him but i know i will be more stable with the guy im currently with, the only bad part about my boyfriend now is that i have a bit of trust issues with him and my ex i didn't! ugggghhh im soo damn confused its killing me and i cry every now and again because im not sure what i should do. . . . . .So confused
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