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07
Jun 2008
10:57 AM EDT
Why My Love do not write to me? Maybe something happened to him or maybe he just do not love me anymore??I do not know - it is so hard to love and not to get a love back. It just started like that. We met by internet and then our relations start to grow...it felt like we are really deeply in love. So we were each day together for more then 4 hours. He was telling OMG I love you...I miss you...then I met other guy and his name was Mr.X....so he was so generous...it was like a fresh air..you girls understand what I mean...then my exams started and somehow I completely forgot about my PC (My Love living at another country)so I was always offline. Then..some evening..when I passed my exams...I wrote him...like...Darling I`ve missed you so much!!!! How are you...but he like that...Sorry...I am busy...And that was the end. He did not respond anymore.You know what is strange?????That I actually was each day writing short text messages to his cell phone. But they were not going trough and I called him..but the number no longer existed. Soooooo.....after few days he came online to MSN and I wrote him...Like here..thousands of words...apologies... and everything...that I love him. And that is misunderstanding.But he did not replied. But what interesting...when I said....My Love I will not write you like today and the next day...he is offline...but till then he always were online...reading what I am writing to him. Maybe he wants to give me a lesson? But with what price? So...I am thinking...he likes his moto bike ...so maybe something happened and he is at a hospital...and cannot write back..so I wrote him like that...he again - no answer...I do not know what to do. I cannot fly to LA - I do not know where he lives...like he flew to me....and I do not know what to do!!!!!!!!!! This is driving me actually crazy......Maybe someone was in a situation like that? I need advice.
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06
Jun 2008
11:07 AM EDT
So....this is the first time I write in an online Journal. Why I started to write it? Just because I am a looser girl that have problems in communicating with her own family. I feel that I can say to you more my dear reader then to my mom or dad. Why? I am asking myself the same question. A tough question. Let it be not answered. My dear reader, today is the first my Inbox Journal Entry....Today I will not write everything I want to say but tomorrow is the day when I be free from all my shyness in front of you and tell you about my life. Sometimes crazy, sometimes so boring ,sometimes so scary. Goodbye and feel free to tell everything. I always will listen for your advice. And always will try to support you.
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Just an ordinary girl who wants to have a good friend, be happy and never to fail (but if fail try to do it again)
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