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Jan 2007
9:38 AM EDT

What a shit fucking day I had yesterday. All excited that Lee was coming home and all we did was bloody argue. I thought at first the night was going to be great. I dressed up in sexy underwaer, dimmed the lights, put music on and lay on the bed waitin for his arrival. When he came in we made pasionate sex telling each other how much we missed each other. he bought me perfume and it was great. then things took a turn for the worse. All his mates have been taking e's all over christmas and making a joke I said I know you hav been taking them one of your friends has told me (lying) well I just fell into it. He just said so what's a half here and there. I hit the roof! I really didn't think he was taking them he has always said he hates them. I was so disappointed in him. First for lying to me when I've asked him befor if he had had any(you may find through my entries he lies alot.) Second because he has been easily pursuaded by his friends and because I know if I was taking them behined his back he wouldn't like it and wouldn't want to be with me. Then we went out to the pub and had a good time until we went back to our friends house and his ex was their. Every where he went she was following him around I wanted to knock her out! We got home at 6 in the morn and I had to be up at 9 so I told him I'm not having sex with you tonight. I have never seen him be so nasty in his life. Now we are hardly talking and I don't know why we are together. Maybe it's my fault for building hopes up for a great weekend and now it's just shit!!!!

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Username: Jadeus19

Gender / Age: Female, 38

Location: United Kingdom