Gwenni's Journal

Jun 2007
1:57 PM CST

Welcome once again to one of my blogs. None of my other ones have seemed to work out for me so far, so I decided to give this one a try. I'm not sure yet about this one, because so far I haven’t received my confirmation email for joining. So, we will see about this one. Right now Jason and I are sitting on the couch watching CSI. There is a marathon or something on tonight because we have been watching it since I got home tonight around 5ish. Its now almost 8, so yea, we've been here for awhile. I've had a killer headache for a couple of hours, so Jason is sitting here rubbing the back of my head while I type. Such a sweetie! Anyway, I have tomorrow and Thursday off work. Woot! But then again, I always get Tuesday through Thursday off now because of school and my emotional sanity. Some days, I really feel like I'm going to lose it. Like, I just want to sit in a corner and tear all of my hair out; and the worst part is, the littlest thing can set me off. I get pissed off and then I'm mad for the rest of the day. I have no idea why. I feel horrible about it too, which doesn't help the situation, because I can be really mean to the people I live with (Jason and Joe.) I just get so aggravated when the apartment is an absolute mess. I mean, sometimes I feel like I am the only person who gives a crap about what this apartment looks like. I get so embarrassed when people stop by uninvited, and there’s old food and trash lying all over the apartment. The worst room is the living room, since everyone spends most of their time there. And that makes it worse because that’s were we entertain our guests, so as soon as they walk in, they get the impression that we are absolutely nasty. I just get so tired of being the only one picking things up. I know that the apartment will never be perfect because I do live with 2 guys, I just want it to be presentable. But sometimes, I guess that's too much to ask. We started up a little EBAY business, and we are doing pretty good for what we are selling. We have made about $100 in 2 weeks, but the shipping gets us. It takes a lot of research to be able to sell things like that and make a profit. Don't get me wrong, we have made a profit, but its been a small one. The $100 includes the money that they paid for shipping, and well sometimes the shipping that we request when we sell the item isn't enough to cover the actual shipping. So the profit then cuts into the price of the DVD/book. Well, this headache is only getting worse by looking at this computer screen constantly, so I think that I might just finish watching CSI until the marathon is off. Who knows when that will be, but once again, I don't work tomorrow. Woot! Signing out for the night, Gwenni <3

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