Journal

Sep 2009
7:42 AM EST

Stuck

�Lately I've been really down and depressed. I haven't been able to find good things to take interesting pictures of. I've been kind of discouraged in the whole "photography" part of my life. There's other people on dA who have much better art and pictures than me. Why can't I be as good?

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I find myself constantly comparing myself to everyone lately, and of course I'm coming up short. My insecurity drives everyone away. I find myself pushing people away a lot. I just get too clingy and needy. Most people leave or "need a break" from me. I realize I cause drama and I'm stressful. How can I balance needing company and overwhelming people? I don't have anyone to talk to for 8 hours a day and when my parents get home they barely listen to me. My dad wants to eat, watch tv, and go to bed. My mom wants to cook dinner and watch tv.

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Well basically there's many little problems in my life that won't go away. Still stuck on how to fix them. Plus I have writer's block.