Daydreamer's Journal

 
    
16
Jul 2007
5:10 PM EDT
   

Ineed to just vent and get out all of the feelings that I feel right now! So sorry but if you read this is going to be like a constant complaint about my life....please feel free to comment me if you have any possible solutions!!
Ok for starters I dont like the current phase in my life. I hate that I have had my license for almost a month now and I still dont have a car to drive because nobody has the time to fix it for me. On a brighter note it is getting fixed this weekend!
I also dont like that I hate having a job. I know this is my fault and that I can fix it but believe it or not its hard to find a job right now.I am looking this week with a friend that also needs to find one.
One of the biggest reasons my life sucks is because it doesnt matter where I go whether I am with my Dad or my Moms house is I dont feel like they want me there...like Im really being basicallyy thrown out and hten theres no place to go.As soon as possible though that is changing because me and some room mates are looking for a place to live together.
The biggest reason my life sucks right now is because I havent been in a relationship since like I was seventeen and I am now nineteen and it just has been a really long lonely road. I dont see this problem being fixed any time soon...there just really isnt anyone who is possible boyfriend material for me and when I was hurt before it like scarred me for life and it just really sucks.I feel lonely all the time even when the room is full of people who love me. I just dont know what to do with this situation it seems like if I just sit back and wait nothing comes and I am getting tired of waiting!!!!
Any advice will help so please feel free to give any comments that you have and thank you for taking the time to fully read this and for also leaving any information or advice comments you have.
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  • Username: Daydreamer
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: Australia
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    About Me: I keep to myself more than I should. That is why I chose to come here and get a journal thinking maybe someone could reach out and give me the advice I need.

    Interests: I love to sing,dance and party. Not like hard partying but just out meeting new people and having fun.

    Favorite Music: I love country and rap. I really like to dance in like line dances like the cha cha slide.

    Favorite Movies: I love scary movies and movies that will make me cry. Weird combination huh?

    Favorite Television: I am very into reality like The Real World and The Duel!!I love American Idol.

    Favorite Books: I dont really like to read but when I do read little kid stories like The Boxcar Children Series.

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