Courtney1316's Journal

 
    
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May 2007
10:50 AM EDT
   

Dear Journal,
Today is not going very good for me...I cant take it anymore...I am tired of people here...I need to get the hell outta here. Its not fair that someone has to go through what I have to. I was talking to someone from my school that used to be my best friend and asked her what happened to us talking and she said that I have changed by Drinking, drugs, and smoking....its not true though. I did use to have a probably with drinking when i lived in lewistown yes, drugs...I have never touched any type of drug in my life...smoking yes...I smoke. But thats not as bad as drungs and everyone that is her friend does a lot worse than I ever have! Its not right...I dont understand how people can talk about people like they talk about me. I am not a bad person. Another thing that she was about changing was isolating myself and that I was suicidal...I didnt disagree I know that I am and I have isolated myself a lot these past years...but I have reasons. I cant help that I am suicidal...and I cut...its not something that I cant contol. If I new someone that was suicidal I would try to help them and not treat them like shit. I hope that everyone here knows that they are slowly and painfully killing me, I am on the edge and about ready to jump off!!!! I so badly want to jump off because its getting worse and worse. Anyways...I guess I should go...love you guys and thanx for listening....Court
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  • Username: Courtney1316
  • Gender / Age: Female, 33
  • Location: USA - Montana
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    About Me: I am a Sophomore at Denton High School, in Denton, Montana. I just thought that if I did this journal maybe someone could help and give me some advice. I have 1 older sister and 1 younger sister. I also have 3 brothers.

    Interests: My two favorite things to do is dance and write. They seem to relax me.

    Favorite Music: I like R&B mostly. But I do listen to many other kinds of music to.

    Favorite Movies: My 2 favorite movies are "A Walk to Remember" and "Failure to Launch."

    Favorite Television: My favorite show is 7th Heaven, but I also like Parental Control and Exposed and Date My Mom. I like the whitest kids you know. (This show isnt very old. It has only been on TV for a few months.

    Favorite Books: "A Child Called 'It"

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