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10
Jun 2007
4:41 PM CDT
   

I've got several possible causes I've contributed to my current predicament.
Possible causes:
1. This change in schedule has thrown my emotions out of whack.
2. I've been seeing entirely too much of my boyfriend lately.
3. I'm actually getting tired of my boyfriend.
4. I've hit my boy-crazy streak a little later than most.
5. I'm flabbergasted by the fact that TWO decent guys like me, and I really like being liked.
6. I haven't seen this other guy in a few days, and maybe I'm building him up to be more than he is.
7. I actually like this other guy.
Predicament:
It's probably not too hard to figure out from the preceeding text, but I'll relay to you the short version anyway. So I've had this boyfriend for about 3 1/2 months, and things are going pretty well. But apparently there's just something about me that attracts ALL straight, 17 year old theatre guys, not just my boyfriend. So this other guy is in a show with me and he's cute and he definitely likes me, and I suddenly find myself thinking about him quite a bit more than I think about my other castmates, and maybe even more than I think about my boyfriend. And I've just been kind of annoyed by my boyfriend lately, and he wants to hang out EVERY SINGLE DAY, which I probably would've been ecstatic about a few weeks ago, but now...
I think the real honest reason for my situation is that I tend to fall, to some degree, for every guy that falls for me. I just got out of my awkward phase; I'm not used to guys doing that. I think I'll wait until the show's over and see how I feel.I don't know. Theatre love triangles can be complicated. Any advice would be appreciated.
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