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Jan 2008
6:48 PM CST
   

T-R-U-S-T: WHAT DOES IT MEAN?

What does it mean? I mean. I thought it meant one thing but obviously, it means something else.

I had my trust betrayed today. I woke up to find my husband going in my journal. Why? He said that he just was being nosey. That is an answer? If I would have given a vague answer like that, all hell would have broken loose back in October.

Am I wrong? I mean. Cori has made it seem like, I am the one that is trippin. No big deal. He apologized and simply said, Oh, I am sorry for going in your stuff. I shouldn't have done that.

You damn right you shouldn't have. This is MY JOURNAL. The purpose of this journal is to get things off of my chest. This is a place for me to vent, speak my mind without getting the strange looks and just to let off some steam.

Now where do I go? I mean, can't talk to him. He doesn't want to hear what I have to say. Especially when it comes to his family.

Well, I am still pissed. I started packing my stuff. I can't be with someone that has to go through my things and violate my privacy. I can't be with someone that doesn't trust me. I asked the question, how can you be with someone that you don't trust? I mean, if you are going through emails and going through the process to get in their journal to see what they have to say in their journal, there is a trust issue. I see it, why am I the only one to see it -- or am I the only one?

I am just tired. I am tired of going through shit unneccesarily. Just like the shit with his parents and sister and now this. I don't want to leave. God knows I don't. 2008 was suppose to be our year. Doesn't seem like that is going to happen.
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  • Username: BayouClassic
  • Gender / Age: Female, 52
  • Location: USA - Louisiana
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    Favorite Movies: The Color Purple, Friday (all of them), Love and Basketball, The Wood, The Best Man, Diary of a Mad Black Woman, Madea's Family Reunion

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    Favorite Books: The Holy Bible!