well i guess some people dont like how i say tha word 'shit' in my entry's but i really dont care becuase i am not writing these to make people happy..im just tellin how my days go n then when i see my theripist fo my anger problems n shit i can just have her read tha shit i write n wont have ta talk much............
sooo anyways today after work i was jus chillin n shit n my man asked me if i wanted ta go ta his guys house n chill and i was like aight so he was all rushin me n shit n soo i get there and bang on his door and nobody is coming but i can hear them yellin inside sooo i was like aight and i called him n he didn't answer soo i called his sister and im like soooooo u jus finna let me stand in front of ur door fo another 5 mins n she started laughin n she was like gurl i aint heard nobody knock u at tha door n im like do i have ta kick ur ass n she opend tha door n she was like u gotta knock louder and i was like shit u no damn well if i pound on ur door yall finna think its tha police n really not pick up and everyone started laughin so i went up ta my mans room and his ass was still in tha shower n i sat on his bed with his lil cousin "miss thang" and we was talkin shit bout him and i was like he rushed me n he in tha shower im like i knew he was doin that n we watched some tv n shit and then he finally came out like in his boxers so i put my hand ova his lil cousin eyes n im like ugh u dont wanna see that n he looked at me like im dum lol n then sooo me, him and his other cousin "teddy bear" and i drove ta his guy house and on tha way he was talkin his shit soooo i slaped him n tha face and so he grabed tha wheel and made us swerve and i was like bitch dont make me beat ur ass n he like do it and ima crash ur shit, un button ur seat belt and run lmao and im like just wait till we get out this car.....so we get ta his guy house and he live with his women and she is like a animal freak ...we walk in and theres a big ass cage that is basically filling tha wall and theres a big ass lizard n it n then we went in tha living room, where tha pool table is and theres another freakin wall thats a cage for another lizard and then she got a big ass bird cage with a bunch of damn birds and then she has like a million cats..they like everywhere soooo im sittin on tha couch and shit watchin my man and his guy play pool and his guy is drunk n actin dum laughin at everything and his guy friend is ova there drunk off his ass to just talkin all loud and messin wit tha lizard bout ta get eaten n tha cats are like all climbin on me n shit n my baby lost..then mr teddy bear played and he lost and so it was my turn and i aint played in years soo like i hit tha ball 2 times and tha damn black ball went in and i lost soooo then my man and his guys was in tha kitchen talkin stupid shit that i dont wanna know bout and smoking ciggs and shit makin my eyes burn� and sooo me and mr teddy bear played a game of pool cuz we was bored and i won this time and thennn we drove back ta my man crib and kicked it with his family and watched some tv and did dum shit and jus was goofy and then i went home and now im makin some food n ima have ta try ta get some sleep soon cuz i gotta meet wit my student adviser guy bout pickin my classes for collage again sooo yes oooo and for that female that dont like my entrys this is for you.....SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT have a lovely day
Well i was finna go ta sleep at round 12 n i was in bed n everythang n then my man kept wakein me up n shit soooo i said fuck it n went down stairs n shit ta work on my outfit n make something ta eat n we basically didn't talk bout nothin on tha phone ..jus basically talk shit ta each other back n forth cuz i mean thats what we do best n shit ....then he was like ima hit you back n im like yeaaaaaa allllrightyyyy ill hear back from you n like 2 hours n he goes i dunnnnnnoooo n im like ok maybe 3 n he was like shut ur ass up n im like uuuuuuup soooooooo then at 1 something he calls me back n im like hello n he goes GOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT n i started laughin cuz i been bitchin at him fo tha past 3 days he aint been pickin up cuz he normally say goodnight ta me n shit sooo when he said that i just started crackin up n im like DAMNNNNNNN its like that baby n he was laughin n he goes GOOOOOOOD NIGHTTTTT n im like aight babe goodnight n he goes yea yea yea ..he like ill call u in tha morning n im like aight...n now im watchin some movie on bootleg n shit wide awake n cant sleep
sooo since tha last time i wrote...my man been actin funny n shit n aint picked up tha phone n 3 days n shit sooo i got sick of it since fo tha past week he would call me every hour and we would fall asleep on tha phone n shit ....sooo i texted him n i was like aight tha fuck u ignoring me n shit...n he texted me n was like what u mean n im like shit i call you ..you dont answer tha fuck it that shit and soo he called me n shit and he was drunk ..just left tha bar with his cousins n shit n he was like what�u mean ..u dont wanna fuck wit me no more and im like i didn't say that..im sayin u better change ur shit up cuz i aint finna have you do me wrong n he was like sorry baby i was jus hustlein n thinkin bout money and shit fo tha past 3 days i wasn't tryin ta ignore u n shit n i was like all u care bout if ur fuckin money..im like u finna be lonley n shit n he all like tellin me how i mean so much ta him and that he think im really tha one fo him that can help him do better and help him stop huslin n shit n sooo we still see...
Watched tha movie "tha unborn" n i gotta say i felt like i already watched it..theres gotta be a movie that is jus like it cuz i was disapointed how i could guess what was finna happend before it happend....i mean it made me jump a couple times n shit cuz i always do that with scurry movies...then i fought with my mans cousin a lil ..u no talked some shit back n forth n then kicked it with my lil woman....then drove my man ta walgreens and he woudln't let me come in cuz there was some black boys with long nappy ass hair in there and he no how i love ta braid soooooo he made me sit in tha car so i was bangin my music with his hat on n tha black boy with tha long hair came out with his friends and started dancin n actin dum ta my music ...he was prob drunk ..i jus laughed at em..he was wit some geeky white gurl pushin a stoller with a mixed like couple month ol baby...she didn't look happy that i was laughin at her man but its ok i really dont care...yea my man n his cousin had ta get they damn flamein hot cheetos cuz they fat asses...fuckin cheeto heads....n now im back home still paintin graffiti on tha outfit im makin...tomorrow im gettin my hair dyed like miss keyshia cole in this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghj05RXTfbA&feature=channel...my hairs already curly...yea i love keyshia cole n her krazy hair colors i think she soo damn purdy....my man dont understand why i gotta get my hair done n shit fo my trip cuz he think im on some otha n on some sneeky shit but whateva ill jus beat his ass later and he will get ova it
Lets seeeeeeeee.....
Saturday: Went ta tha dells with tha black family that raised me...went on a rollor coster fo tha first time n almost died
Sunday: legs was dieing from all tha walking from tha water park and i took my mans twin 2 year old daughters ta tha zoo wit him ..gotta love bay bay kids
Monday: got in a fight with my neighbors boyfriend cuz he jus a plan ass hole n i really wouldn't mind if he jus like stoped living
Tuesday: was my moms birthday and we basically didn't do shit cuz she didn't wanna do nothing so i jus made her a big ass birthday sign for her to wake up to
Today: My man urked tha shit out me cuz i asked him if he wanted ta kick it and he was like yea what u wanna do and im like i dont care i jus wanna see u and hes like well think of something and im like i aint got any money right now and he like u dont need money ta kick it and he like call up one of your friends and see whats good with them and im like i dont have any friends and he like yea you do and im like no i dont and he like whateva and im like shit will u shut ur ass up and find something fo us ta do and he like call me back when you think of something n im like whateva cuz i dont got nothin n then i hung up on him and then played ball with my ma n brother and beat they ass like always and then he called me and was like did you think of anything yet and im like naw i already told you i got nothin find something fo us ta do and he like call one of ur friends and im like man will u jus shut ur ass up i already told you i dont have any friends cuz i dont get along with females and he like stop lieing i no u have friends and im like u really urkin me n shit and he like u startin ta make me mad and im like whateva and then he like bye n im like click and i went back n played ball n then i went inside and worked on tha outfit im makin fo my lil trip ta see my sister and then he called me n we finna watch a movie tomorrow sooooooo he says n shit cuz i neva get my hopes up with men cuz shit aint finna let no man bring me down n shit sooooooo i guess we will see and we sat on tha phone fo like 2 hours talkin n basically bitchin cuz he dont like it when i ask questions about anythang even stupid shit soooo we got going at it again n shit n now im watchin family matters till i fall asleep
Finally went to sleep at 7 in tha morning, Started thunderin n lightin, so bad that my room was shaking....just tha way i like it!....Then my man called me at 9 in tha morning and i was like ummm im finna sleep till 12 n then ima call you and he like aight so then i went back ta sleep and my alarm neva went off sooooooooo he called me at 2:15 n woke my ass up. So i went ta tha bank and took out 700$ fo tha trip im goin on ....had ta drive ta my man house give him 100$...spent bout 20 mins with him basically talkin shit cuz he was outside with house shoes on, and just shorts on....with his shorts pulled down ta basicaly more then half way down his boxers and basically was walkin round fixin his cousins car half naked so i had ta give him some shit and pull his pants up...then i had ta drive home, get ready for work......Then after work at 6 i was suppost ta drive ta tha other side of town to pick up this youngin and take her home but i guess she already has a ride tomorrow...then i drove home and now im babysittin this bad ass lil boy who dumped a half of bottle of water on me before i got out tha car.....my man is out doing whooooo no's what but at least he calls me every time he goes to a different house....tha parents aren't goin ta be home till 2 soooo i get ta sit here andddd tomorrow i gotta get up and go ta tha dells with tha black family that raised me ....i dunno im jus really annoyed right now cuz im bored n i got my damn period.........thaaaaaaaaaa end
Well�lets see....what kinda bullshit�went on�today...�
I got a letter from my ex (who has been in prison fo tha past 4 years). I�aint talked ta him since he was put away becuase basically he was a abusive relationship and i was kinda glad when he was sent to prison cuz then i didn't have ta listen ta his bullshit no more, but anyways tha letter basically said that he is gettin out of prison next year in March, tha under age female he cheated on me with is pragnet with who knows baby, and he "claims" when he gets out he finna give me tha money he stold from me which is almost 2000$...we will see bout all that cuz if he really is gonna give me tha money, he better give it ta his mama ta give to me, cuz i aint tryin ta see him......
Aight so i was goin out with this boy bout 3 or 4 weeks ago and this boy was lame. The second day we was together, he tryed to treat me. He basically made plans with me to hang out and shit and while i was at home waitin on his ass to pick up his phone so we could chill, he desided he was gonna go out with his friends, so that made me mad and i snaped on him when he finally called me at like 1 in tha morning and when i snaped on him he tryed ta treat me. He was like, how old is you and im like u no damn well how old i am and he like well u actin like u 15 n im like aight u no what im finna hang up on ur ass cuz u aint finna try ta treat me....soooo then i hung up and didn't talk ta him tha rest of the night and tha next day he kept callin so i was like WHAT! and he like so i guess u still mad at me and im like u guess huh and he was like im sorry blahblahblahblahblah n im like let it happen again and u wont be seein me...so tha next 3 days he neva would pick up his phone, he neva would call me back, tha 10 mins i spent with him, he bitched bout how i talk to loud and bitched how i was hyper and bitched basically bout everything bout me so i was like why tha hell r we together and he like cuz i love you and im like folks we only been together fo not even a week what u mean u love me and he all u tha first gurl i eva loved n im like uh huh...then after that he still jus kept being a ass so i was like u no what this aint finna work........now its 3 weeks later or whateva and his ass blowing my shit up! calling me all tha fuckin time n im like dude leave me alone and he textin me n shit and im like stop fuckin textin me AND THEN!!!!!!!!!!!! his damn mama (this boy 18 by tha way) his mama started textin me...talkin bout how i should give him another chance n im like he treated me like crap i dont really feel comfortable doing that and she texted me none stop for 4 hours and if i didn't text her back she would be on my ass all like are you there, what u doing ....blahblah n im like im sorry but i dont want ur son back and she was like dont u believe in second chances and im like i already gave him a second chance and she all like people can change blahblahblah n im like OMG KRAZY ASS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooo today he called me 3 times in tha morning and i didn't pick up and he was tryin to get me to come to his house ta braid his hair and he talkin bout he gonna pay me and ummm when we was together he woudln't even let me see his hair he always had a due rag on n shit so im like thinkin uh huh he jus tryin ta get my ass ova ta his house so he can bug tha shit out me n try ta get me back sooo i didn't even answer him cuz he can go somewhere.....
I went to work at tha doggy day care place i work at and my new boyfriend (been together fo like 4 days, but been friends fo more then a year) he was talkin shit cuz i have to pick up dog shit sometimes at my job n shit....its ok cuz i no he jus playing n shit cuz he knows ill beat his ass if i thought he was disrespectin me...shit i was like at least i have a job ....tha fuck lol n he got all mad....
soooo my man at tha moment...he is in collage...but tha thang im tryin ta work with him on is...he is at tha moment "hustling", which i dont like cuz i neva tryed drugs n i dont like being around them...i mean it is my fault cuz i knew what he was doin before we got together but u no i always gotta think i can help people and change with with my love n shit....he says he only doin it until his job starts up in a month so i mean thats better then nothing..but i rather him quit cuz i hate that shit....tha other day he was on tha phone wit me and he said that he was talkin ta his cousin and they are thinkin bout quitin tha hustling game n shit cuz he said that i am tha best gurlfriend he had n shit and since he no it important for me that he quits that he might jus do it cuz he knows i dont care if he broke or not ...only that he works a real job and doens't smoke or drink n do that stupid shit sooooo u neva no i guess ima have ta see it for myself cuz i hate him being on tha streets n shit like that...but besides that he seems good for me, i mean i aint finna get my hopes up cuz when i do they always fuck me ova...but i mean are first day was fuckin round at tha zoo..which was fun at least i dont gotta be all actin grown n shit, i can have fun with this guy n act stupid. plus he calls me everytime he leaves tha house n tells me what he doin all tha time ...its nice...he was like u no if u was one of my ex's i wouldn't of gave a fuck if u wanted ta no where im goin cuz i really didn't give a fuck bout them but u different and speical so u deserve this special treatment n shit n im like shit u better call my ass n tell me where u goin o ima come ova there n beat ur ass and he like thats why i like u ...cuz u krazy LOL! ooo shit gotta love em...he says he likes chillin wit me cuz it keeps him off tha streets...sooo i dunno i guess we will see where this goes....well its 1:22 in tha morning i suppose i should try ta get some sleep
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