wow life is sooo hard, i really need to stop relying on guys to make me happy, i dont need a guy to make me feel that im good enough. i have this thing in my mind that if you do not have someone you are not good enough for anyone, i need to realize that that is not true, i may not be the most beautiful girl in the world but i am good enough for anyone, if a guy cant see how great of a person i am then he is an idot he is missing out on something that may be the best thing that could ever happen to him. it may not happen for a while but i will find another love of my life again and i just need to have some pations, things just need to play otu how they are going to play out, and i need t just deal iwth it and not try to make things happen that are not supossed to! well i think i just and an apifany! things may be getting better for me, i jsut need to think positivly and let god do his work! i is all in his hands now.
till next time!