wow life can be sooo confusing at times, i like this guy and yet i cant just open up and let myself give in to having fellings for him, and yet i found that the reason that i think i cant just let go is because there is no chase, the guy is just so nice that he isnt fun to chase after, he just lets me have him and i dont like that, i like to have a chase in the beginning of a relationship, i dont know why but i do, im not sure if he could handle someone like me if he is like this all the time, i think i might be tooo wild for him!!!!! i dont know i guess im going to have to wait and see!!!!
well if you have any ideas on what to do let me know!!!!! ~till later!