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Jun 2007
1:38 PM EDT

gotta get me together

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Jun 2007
1:36 PM EDT

Well these last past weeks have been so chaotic for me but hey it's nothing that i can't handle. I had a fight with my crazy boyfriend because he wants to be a man whore he wants to come sleep with me, call this other chick and leave me naked in the bed kiss my forehead and then he said call him the next day OOOOHHH hell no , we all know that i went ballistic i swiped all my stuff off the dresser broke my lamps and everything then i came to my senses and said well my lamp didn't do this to me and so then i started beating on him told him that he made me feel like a whore and i know this man could have knocked me slam out but i guess he was scared from the fact that i had the nerve to hit him in the first place. Then he is going to walk to this other chick house , so i kindly got in my truck seen him walking and hit him with the truck door. Let me reverse and tell what happened from the beginning prior to this night i cried when he left one day because my bed was cold if u know what i mean i got over that through crying and venting on paper then i with my stupid self let this man come right back over not even a week later, i called him thursay and told him i would talk to him sunday so i guess that threw him becausei made it clear there would be no conversation on the weekend he made it his business to come by my house get some head and sex for "fathers day", well his exact words were you gotta make me feel special it's fathers day put your mouth on it and i said what you want some head now don't you and at this time i had no idea he was leaving, but i should have known something this motherfu&ker had his socks on and nothing else. So then after he got finished mind you i didn't come he's going to go in the kitchen use my cellphone call this bitch and ask her is she home yet so i'm like what the fuc, kindly brung his ass in the room to kiss my forehead WHAT !! Oh yeah he was real smart about the shit too because he erased the number out of the call log so i couldn't call it back you know i was on fire, and no i haven't called 11 years is enough eleven years and one engagement no. Then my crazy cousin gonna call my sister looking for me because she seen my cell number in her boyfriends call log and you know where her mind went from there but that call was strictly business i haven't talked to her yet but i just hope that she doesn't come at me side ways about it so i'm going to try to get in touch with her and let her know, but like i said if she comes at me wrong it's not going to be pretty at all, and like i told my sister i don't have to explain to nobody why my GROWN ass is calling that GROWN man if it wasn't for me to call he wouldn't have given me the number or if it was on some sneaky stuff he would have erased the call out of the call log like smart ass did i'm just so tired of this summer time drama and it seems as though it only happens in the summertime and really i don't care because i feel like i the queen

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Gender / Age: Female, 44

Location: USA - North Carolina