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Sep 2007
6:45 PM EDT

My day was suppose to start early today but i didn't fall asleep until late that @ 6 am damn right.so cause of that i had Vick miss work which i felt bad about also he hates his job i also feel bad about that also.than we went to Lil Vick's Dr appointment he got three shot it was so sad i felt like i was hurting him looking at his face crying with tears he was so sad.than we went and ate at pondorosa 21 dollars damn that's to much lol its better for old people to eat there not young .but i liked it was alright.Than we went to drop off the electric bill in my uncles mailbox and i took wrong turn on the highway and ended up in going back to Swansea crazy lol.than we finally get back on track and dropped off the bill than headed up to Freetown to pay my stupid taxes them fucking things.headed over to state forest let Lil Vick run around headed to fall river than when I'm home i get a call from Brittany she asked me if i wanted to sell the radio i told her that its old she was like oh than she wants to only fucking call me when she wants something shes a fucking bitch user hore I'm sick of this shit with her this got ME bothered all day now people suck so bad this is why i don't want friends cause there fucking up I'm so upset i don't think i want to be her friend anymore.I hate the feeling i being used i don't know if I'm that bad of a person that people feel the need to use me but i guess I'm a target i know i have it good the way i live but i don't look down on people and i don't pitty them i think that the way some people live is on there own choices if they had made better ones than they wouldn't be in that situation.i have a son and I'm with the father we don't always get along but theres trust honesty and love and i fell safe with his i couldn't see myself with another person.he annoys me at times but i get annoyed easily anyway.I'm felling a little better writing about how i fell cause before i started writing out of 1 being good---10 felling horrible i was a 8 but now I'm a 4 i still feel shitty that people use me and use me i always re-great helping someone course it always back fires Brittany is the type of person that you can only stand like 1 a week i think of her as a loser frankly she always gets what she want doesn't care how other people feel does drugs fucks who ever wants to fuck her don't care about consequences has a cluttered house i don't feel as though i should be her friend now cause its not me its her shes the fucked up one so u know what i just made myself feel happy she was fucked up with me better for me hahahahhah not her see ya bitchhhhhhhh

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