smb's Journal

Nov 2006
1:59 PM MST

Hum, okay weekend I guess. Friday night the church girls came over and we enjoyed a relaxing CRANBERRY THEME foot soak and painted toenails. It was so fun. (1st time I've ever prayed outloud infront of those people.) I am glad I had them over! Sat I slept in until almost 8!!! Went to look for a new Cell phone but didn't get one as the cheapest one was 300.00 until April when I can renew my contract! I got to Moorcroft by 10:45 to scrapbook with Andrea and her mom. It was nice, I got 4 pages done. Mom kept the boys Friday night so she brought them into Andrea's Sat afternoon. Jett was fine and then all of a sudden he was SICK! He has a sore throat, fever, achybody, headache and even threw up Sat night. Koda came to stay Sat and SUn night. I am a little disapointed that she is "so lazy" and isn't willing to help out. I even had to tell her to clear her own plate from the dinner table! AGH! I swear she can be so ungrateful! I soppose when my own kids are that way I might SNAP them in half! Been missing CN quite a bit! What a change from a few weeks ago. I don't know why, I just hope I can "stay consistent" and hopefully he doesn't "annoy me" too much! OHI, how bad is that! I love him again but don't know how much. I miss DWB TONS! I want him back so bad! I just hope and pray he is happy in Heaven and so if that is the case I need to be happy for him and move on with my life right?? Like, I have to accept that HE LEFT ME!!! Is CN the one? I wish DWB could send me a sign and let me know what he thinks of CN and if I should be with him! I think he is great for me and the boys but is he "my type"? Prayers for: Tom and Connie Paster Bill and Kim (safe travels to get the new car in PA) Pam and her entire family JB who is so sick! my mom myself and OB to stay healthy!!!! CN- tooth appt tomorrow

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Gender / Age: Female, 49

Location: USA - Wyoming