smb's Journal

Still feel like crap but better~! Heart still doing it!

Last night I took the boys to my moms and went and stayed with CN ,

THen today he worked while I stayed at his house feeling like CRAP with a jacked up heart deal! I did go workout but not my best!.

He came home early and we went to our double massage at CLub Med in Rapid at five. Then dinner at Ruby Tuesdays and then ibooked us a room at Coyote Blues B and B. We had our own private hottub on a private patio. We had a bottle of wine nad it was super nice and romantic. We talked about wanting to be together and how I want him to move here and I want us to be together as a family. He is still uncertain about leaving his job,,, don't blame him because I am NOT going to leave my job for at least 2 more years! wanna get tenured and I feel commited right now!