smb's Journal

THis was my last day of school/work! yeah! I am ready for summer! I missed my end of the year party because I had to take the boys to the DR. appt. It went well except the shots were awful,,, J had 5 and he tensed up so bad that his leg was so hard she practically had to jam the needle in to get it in! He screamed bloody murder and it took 2 of us to hold him down. THEN O didn't want to get his 1 little shot because he was scared after watching J.

Also, the Dr. said that she noticed a significant heart arythmia issue in JB that sounded like it could be a sick sinus syndrome. I am pretty sick about that. and so worried he is going to have his dad's heart and at such an early age! OH, I wish Donnie was here to help deal with this and maybe he could figure out exactly what Jett is feeling since he knew what weird heart stuff felt like! Damn him! I am starting to curse the day I meet DB! and why was I so stupid to have kids with him!

O's heartsounded fine and had grown just a little bit. She said, at least he is growing but still a "little twerp!"

we will meet with Dr. Washington, soon!