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19
Jan 2007
6:42 AM MST
   

I had a very vivid dream about Donnie last night (my first): He came walking in the Garage. He looked so different. His hair was long and scruffy and he had some facial hair but I could tell he'd just shaved. He looked like he'd gained a lot of weight, some fat and some muscle. I thought he looked huge! He was acting SO weird! He came strolling in like "hey hows it going?" I freaked out!!! I cried and screamed he couldn't be there that he was dead and I know cause I saw his dead body and we buried him and he was like, "no way wonder how ya did that cause here I am" I kept saying how I must be dreaming,,, and tried to wake myself up and he insisted I wasn't dreaming and that, that was really him. When I asked him where he'd been for almost a year he couldn't really answer me, He acted very distracted and walked out into the back yard through the back garage door, then came back, he was acting like he was looking for something. He didn't even act like he'd missed me at all. I finally got a hug from him and he felt so BIG and scary. I was actually kind of scared of him. He hurt me from squeezing me so tight. WHen I said, "ouch you hurt me" he flexed his big arms, growled at me and said, "Ive been doing steriods." Then for some reason (weird things can happen in dreams)his mom and dad were in my kitchen so I started screaming and crying and pulled his mom into the garage to see him. She freaked out too! While they were hugging I got the boys. They were scared of him too and didn't want anything to do with him. I remember trying to sneak away to call CN but never got a chance. I couldn't believe I had a "boyfriend" and my husband had come back. I also remember feeling like he had changed so much and "walked out on us" and was hiding so much from me that it would never work. For some reason I was glad to see him but I didn't have a feeling that I wanted to be with him again. He really was scary acting. This dream felt so real. I have been thinking of him and this dream all day! I do wish he'd come back but not like that! It was too wierd!
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