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Jan 2007
3:09 AM MST

CN came over yesterday (sunday) for church. It was good to see him again (its been a long time, almost 2 weeks) He and I went to Stranger book study and then came home and watched a movie. I have been so sick! I got antibiotics on Friday (3 days). I had a bad sore throat Thurs-Sun. but last night my my sore throat got better and my head cold got much worse. I can't breath and I keep having these coughing fits choking up some phleme. AGH! Makes trying to sleep tough. My head and nose is so congested! Anyway, CN and I watched a movie called The Last Kiss. There was a guy in there who was unsure of his relationship and couldn't commit. We talked about me and my issues. I cried and told him that I do love him but the reason I can't love him whole-heartly is because what I really want is my husband back! I'd take Donnie back before CN or anyone! Poor CN. He delcared his love for me and the boys and just wants to be loved and he totally deserves the best. It was good to cry and greive over DB and CN was there to see me and hold me and try to greive with me. THis morning he took the boys to Janes and I took the day off! I really am sick!

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Gender / Age: Female, 49

Location: USA - Wyoming