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Jan 2007
2:04 PM MST

Gonna try to back track again!!!!-------------- --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- The weekend of Dec 16th CN and I went to Billings to SHOP! I spend about 1200.00 but boy did we have fun~ ATE GREAT YUMMY Food and had fun in the motel room and just really had a good time~ ------------------ --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- WED DEC 20th- last day of school -------------- --------- ------ Thurs. 21st, took Jett to school and Oakley to daycare, workedout then came home and wrapped presents, T and C came over with our annual box of FOOD! they stayed for about an hour and we talked about how hard Christmas is going to be. All three of us cried. Connie said "I keep thinking how unfair it is because you can always find a new husband but I can never find a new son!" I was like "well ya, but never will anyone be able to replace BUZZ~!" Later that night we went to Spearfish and stayed with CN------------------- --------- -------------------------- Fri Dec 22nd-23rd We went to CN's mom's house in Burke, SD. Got to see most of his family and exchanged gifts and just had a pretty good time in general. Jett had leg aches/growing pains the first night we stayed. CN and I got along well. ------------------------- --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- Sunday Dec 24th We headed back to WY, dropped CN off at his sisters in Rapid and then went to T and C's for xmas dinner! That was weird with no presents for the kids to open. Everyone was nice. I think T and C liked their GRANDKIDS pictures in the frame that I made them. We went home that night just the three of us. I played SANTA.---------------------------------- --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- Mon.Dec 25th We woke up, boys were excited about SANTA coming. Oakley got Deigo Tree house and a Toy box/organizer. Jett got a writing desk and a raiders helmet. We just hung out for awhile and then that evening headed to Sundance with a stop in at T and C's. THAT was a MISTAKE! They totally grilled the boys about "what they've been doing" SO of coarse Jett said we went to CN's mom's!!! SO I had to admit to them that we went! I know if given a chance they would grill the boys some more to get as much info as they can. I remember them doing that to Koda and WHit. I gave them the 8000.00 I owed them for the funeral so as far as I'm concerned they can kiss my you know what if they give me any greive about CN!!! LIke I've said before, He is way more help and support than all of them put together! ---------------------------- --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- Tuesday Dec 26th we were at Jay and San's all day (we stayed the night before) that was good and lots of fun! I ate way TOO MUCH, that day and actually everyday since Christmas break started! We opened presents with mom and L in the AM, then they left and Dad came over and cooked us a prime rib! It was all very nice. I was surprised that Dad got me a shirt and was IT!!! I guess he figures I got the life insurance $ I could afford my own "fancy" presents this year! THe rest of Christmas break CN was here at our house. We just went and worked out everyday together and just hung out. We got a few things done around here! He put up really nice shelves in the den on both sides of the fireplace and did a few other things around here for me~ He was a super nice guy and lots of help. --------- ----------------------------------------------- --------- Dec 31st we went to the bucking ball with Jay and San and Tom. It was lots of fun,,, good entertainment, got to see lots of people I haven't seen in years and just enjoyed getting out. I was drinking and unfortuntely never really got drunk but yet I didn't feel so well the next day,,, had a headache and felt like I could barf any minute but NEVER did! CN was mad at me because I didn't pay enough attention to him because I was off chatting with my friends too much. He especially didn't appreacite me talking to MOE! YES I got to see MOE! WAY COOL! I've missed him. I filled him in on the major details and then we just mainly sat next to eachother (for like 15 min) saying how we couldn't believe we were actually really looking at eachother. He made several comments about how good I look and and he even said how he use to love me once. I did feel some excitement when I was around him but I know we will never be together more than friends. I know I am just NOT his type. We did talk about getting together when he comes to StockShow in Rapid (end of Jan) just to hang out! I'd have to be drunk to sleep with him again! I sopose he's been around the block a time or two with being out on the ProRodeo curcuit for the past 10 years so who knows if he has cooties! I also ran into TJ C. and he was looking good. THEN Lulu asked me if I wanted to meet a guy who wanted to meet me. I declined! BUT it did kinda sort of peak my interest that guys were actually interested in me!~

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Location: USA - Wyoming