madhousewife's Journal

 
    
24
Feb 2007
6:25 AM EDT
   

Thats the truth. I have endured my marriage out of indecision. A lot of people look and say "wow 32 years". It is an accomplishment to a certain degree, but not a very happy one , most of the time. We are mainly roommates and drinking buddys. There is no intimacy of any kind, not even casual hugs or kisses. We co-exist probly because of a certain comfort level. I have asked him to leave several times over the years, but he doesn't. I often think how if he did he would start doing the things I wish he would do with me with someone else and that really makes me mad.

I have been married since age 17. I never dated anyone else. I gave up all my best and am now an over weight unhappy housefrau. Even though I have certain egrets I would never change anything because of my wonderful kids. They are my heart!

I just wish I had somewhere to go all on my own for afew days. Peace and quiet, afew candles, maybe a good book. No phone, no tv, no computer, and no people.
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  • Gender / Age: Female, 68
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