madhousewife's Journal

 
    
22
Jan 2007
7:24 AM EDT
   

Sometimes I am totally miserable. I couldn't wait to get married, for a lot of reasons, but to be honest sex was one of those. Ha what a joke the fates played. I enjoyed sex even though did not have my first orgasm until my mid 20s. I really enjoy sex, but my husband has lost all interest in it. I have read smoking, and high blood pressure can be to blame. I have begged him to talk to the dr and maybe try viagra or something. He is content to just sit on the couch drinking and stuffing his face. I sometimes think of finding someone else. I just can't believe this is all there is and my life will be like this til death. I don't mind helping myself, so to speak but.... that doesn't take the place of warm skin touching you back, or the feel of someones lips on yours. They say people need the feel of skin, and I believe it. It's one of the reasons I get so depressed. I am a very sensual person who likes hugs and kisses. We haven't had sex in almost a year. I know I could probly instigate, but I don't think I really want to with him anymore. I use to werar lots of skimpy nighties, or sometimes none at all, but after afew rejections out come the granny gowns and my own lack of interest.
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  • Username: madhousewife
  • Gender / Age: Female, 68
  • Location: USA - Michigan
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    About Me: 50 year old Grandma, trying to figure out my own life and identity.

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