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11
Jul 2008
10:34 PM EST
   

Feel alone

���������������� We should never sleep alone if we have a chance together. We can even sing a song to make it better. Do we have to feel alone forever. Why do we wait? And what’s it for?

����������������� I need help but no one around to ask for. It’s cold and hot. Such a discomfort. Can’t help being so desperate. Waiting for a quiet moment when everything feels so right. When there is no one to stop us.

���������������� What I’ve tried in the past, it never worked out. Now I am scared of loosing what I have. Every little thing. Even when it’s a sacrifice for what I really want. I can’t say the words. I can’t make the first move.

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10
Jul 2008
4:32 PM EST
   

Valueless

����������������� Should I let go or should I keep trying? Reaching my goals seems to hurt someone. Letting go hurts me. And later I still get up trying to get back to what I left behind. I can’t let go. Even when I sit myself at the back of a line, I am thirsty for that chance. I have been waiting for so long. When I get closer the line resets and I take place at the back again.

���������������� Is that where I belong? My value is so little compare to them. I can only say I’m not worth it. I don’t deserve you. You don’t want to hear my words. I am always talking. You don’t hear me. Look up closer. All I am is what is left of me in your heart. There isn’t much. After all this time I got so little. Less than all of them.

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09
Jul 2008
3:20 PM EST
   

Another night

����������������� As the night comes again, I fall into a world of passionate desires. So much anxiety for being alone this evening, I long for comfort zone. My body aches for pleasant touch. �I write love songs and poems in my journal. It keeps me off the dirty scenes. I wait for something real.

���������������� �It feels nothing wrong to have her lying next to me. To feel her kiss all night. Perhaps an adventure under the stars or beside a fire, or with the sound of the ocean. It is wonderful, a life to have. Share something just between the two. No talks, no nothing with our friends, a secret kept with joy well spent. Without no disrespect a nature takes its place. Tonight I sleep after all.

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08
Jul 2008
3:25 PM EST
   

Yesterday’s dream

�����������������I am standing right next to her. It’s cold. Blizzard and ice all around us. We are standing on a frozen lake. She’s beautiful. Her skin is so white I can hardly see her cheeks. Her lips are the most real feature and soft like air fall. In her eyes I can see the whole galaxy. Her hair is so dark I can see every snowflake. I am holding her tighter and tighter. The warmer she get, her skin turns color. I no longer feel the cold. It’s just us in the middle of no where. Nothing else matters. We are keeping each other alive. Sharing body heat. On and inside each other the whole time. The snow is building up on top of us, and the ice on her skin is melting like body sweat. In the dark on the ice out bodies shiver at the same rhythm. I have her hear beat and she has mine.

The most romantic moment turns to nightmare. She slips from my hands, I fall to the ground. She moves back and I keep slipping. Can’t find grip on this ice. She begins to run, away from me. I am trying to get up, to stop her. As I crawl towards her she only takes one peak at me. She is moving way too fast. Her skin turns whiter every step she takes. It gets cold again. Her body whitens and she freezes into ice. She falls and breaks into a million pieces. I scream “My love”. Cracks beneath me only getting louder. The ice around me breaks. I freeze and drown to the bottom. Pieces of her go down with me. The new ice sheet forms above.�Together we die. I was nothing with out her.

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  • Username: lyubomirb
  • Gender / Age: Male, 35
  • Location: USA - Florida
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    About Me: I'm 5'10, 21 years old.

    Interests: I like to go on adventures and meet new people. My best experience is at the airports, I tend to fall deep in emotions and that causes problems.

    Favorite Music: I listen to soft, hard, alternative and many other types of rock.

    Favorite Movies: I like movies with romantic endings. Action adventure and in many cases horror. I enjoy explicit content but I don't like disrespectful scenes.

    Favorite Television: I am not very much into drama shows. Perhaps I like Supernatural

    Favorite Books: I was always into mysteries and I like to read sweet words, possibly about relationships and love.