lovealways's Journal

well i didnt get to see him friday, and it turns out that he had to go to work today. i talked to him for a little while before he had to go in. he said he has a surprise for me, i wonder what it is.

he is saving money so that me and him can go on a little vacation next summer, i didnt want him to do that since he has his car payments, insurance, has to buy food, and clothes. and with that he wants us to go out when he has his day off. i try to help him, but i'm not working at this time. hopefully i'll start working again.

right now he has been working alot of hours, its kind of stressing him out, i try to keep him relax. but sometimes when he has to much in his plate, he becomes stubborn. he has been coming home late, i try to tell him to just sleep and not worry about me, that i understand; but he gets fustrated. i guess once in a while he listens, he knows i love him and i'm trying to do whats best for him and me.

well hopefully i get to spend time with him tomorrow before he goes to work, hopefully he wont get fustrated if we cant. i know he tries, but i cant make him understand that its okay, its not his fault.

well see ya later