llarson's Journal
10
Dec 2006
9:16 PM MDT
Been awhile since I was on here. Life is full of ups and downs. Things have been going well. The love I have for Dave and the kids grows stronger everyday. Issues still arise as the kids mom has admitted to doing drugs. Makes me sick to think of how a person could just throw their life away. Addiction is ugly. Life now is full of trying to move on. Trying to escape the past and build a future. I have to learn to put some of my issues aside and just trust in the love thats here. I pray to god everynight to watch over dave and the kids and to let everything work and be somewhat normal. They have all been through hell. When you lose trust you lose everything. When you have to worry about the kids being alone with their own mother how do you deal with that? When one of the kids has a mother and a father and you have raised them for 8 years, how do you deal with that? There is no manual for this circle jerk we are in, just try and take it day by day. Trust in the love thats in this house and in our hearts and let go and let god. Its all we can do at this point.
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Female, 58
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USA - Arizona
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About Me:
Hmm..what to tell about myself. 39 yrs old, soon to be 40 (yikes). I am a mother and a better half to my amazing man.
Interests:
Love being with my family, clubbing with my friends (minus the drama that comes along with that),laughing and just enjoying everything life has to offer.
Favorite Music:
I am a huge fan of everything from Elvis to Dropkick Murphys, I have been told that I add a soundtrack to everyday of my life....sooo true.
Favorite Movies:
Boondock Saints, Anchorman, Braveheart, The Benchwarmers, I love anything funny or that has a great story. Not a big chick flick kinda girl.
Favorite Television:
Dont watch tv so much, when I do its usually Football, Southpark, Family Guy, anything that keeps my mind off the horrors that go on outside my front door.
Favorite Books:
Anything Stephen King, Dean Koontz.
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