leahstephens01's Journal

Sep 2007
8:04 PM BST

So guess wat richard has aske ella out not nicky ut ela is nickys best mate .. i need to no tht richard isnt my type but i just cant bring myself to it.
why is it always the same story mwith me..
i love him but he likes her and she dosent like him or..
i go out my way to make myself look special and yet he still dosent notice me !
welll ill write to you soon
luff leah
atleast ive cheered up abt since my last entry

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Sep 2007
7:21 PM BST

heart borken

thats how i feel the guy i love has fell for one of my good mates cus she kissed him as a dare . I feel so bad as when i like a buy they always liek someone else i just want to go out wif a boy hu is genually a good person. I really feelen heartbroken and ive never liked someone as much i do like him but i dont want to tell anyone because i feel to upse to do it. Im craking inside and i just need to have time to think about it by my self and i just hate my life. There has never been anything good about my life i really want someone to love me and not have people comment onn it . I just really feel heartbroken and i dont no how to come together with my feelings . i just need someone to speak to

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Sep 2007
7:27 PM BST

OMGGGG MY MATE OS SUCH A COW...I LIKE THIS BOY N SHE KISSED HIM N TOUNGED HIM . I SECRETLY LIKE HIM AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM TO THE HEAVES. HES CALLED RICHARD AND I FUCKING LOVE HIM LOADS
I JUST DONT NO WHAT TO DO !!!NOOOOO IF FOUND OUT HE LIKES NICKY I FEEL SO HEART BORKIEN XXXXOMG I JUST WANT HIM :(:(
I FUCKING HATE THAT NAM SLAGGG

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May 2007
6:39 PM BST

Dear diary ,

My mum has just set off on going to just outside london for a 3 day course with work . I really miss her and havent stop weeping my eyes out I must have made a couple of buckets full of tears . I really Miss my mum and love her lots i cant stopcrying and thinking about her . also i feal sorry formadeline macann and family ..i hope they find her I just cant stop thinking my mum is going to get ingerd.

Well im going to go talk to you later

Love leah xxx

ps. Mum i love you lots and im thinking about you xx

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Apr 2007
6:03 PM BST

Hia diary ,

after all that hasslei put on my self trying to be the perfect girl danny likes i was was wrong . He is a player and a nob. He is tryingto make out hes all perfect and hes not . Im happy he neverfound out i loved himlol. I actually have liked Jake for ages but i havent brought my self to like him but now i do him n lauren r over n jake is single . Maybe i might just have a chance with him . All the girls say hes a player and has a rubbish personality but i dont i can see inside he can be nice.But what am i thinking ill never have a chance with him i should settle for the people who are ugly and would go out with me.

Well i could go on about evrything butdont have the timne so cyah xx

Leahx

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Mar 2007
9:55 AM BST

Hiia diary x

I love danny and i dont care who knows i hope im the only one who loveshim but he is soo dreamy evry one will like him .. Well i need to go and dream about danny promise ill write soon ..leah x

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Mar 2007
8:12 PM BST

Dear diary ,

Im sat her in my chair in a black room thinking of the song left out side alone by anastasia . Because at the moment i do fell left out , Just locked in a box all by mself . I just want to scream and hide under arock . Sometimes i hate being a teenager . My best friend has annouced she is leaving and my other best friend i goin out with a boy who liked me 1 day before they started going out and my other best friend asked the boy ive loved for a year out when i finally confesed and told her :@ She can be a bitch sometimes. I want to really pretty i dont think im ugly but i dont think im like hilary duff pretty

Got to go talk to you later leah x

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Mar 2007
7:04 PM BST

today i have had a break from my best mates. My old best mate lorain is going out wif a boy who asked me out on tuesday n i sed maybe n she went out wif him the day after :@ not what a call a mate. n Aslegih ellla n alli b hav been so nice n elet me in . I tell you high school is notall is cracked up to be lol

Well going now cyah xx ill keep up to date wif you x

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Mar 2007
8:59 PM BST

18:49 Mon 19th March

Today has been a troublesome day and a happy day. Firstly my bad day was that my best boy friend has asked me out and i dont no what to say. He canbe nice but sometimes he is in love with himself and acts allhard please help !
And my good day is that since the oarty onfriday night me n people at school have got very close and talk more. Anyways got to go talk soon leah x

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