it was late 2011 when i started thinking of a plan. i have to quit, i have to let go, i have to move on. that's what i told myself. so when i was convinced enough, i reapeated to myself,"don't let it happen again. don't let him or anybody hurt you. you are strong and you'll make it." i thought i was prepared for the days to come. i was certain. but come the first day of 2012 and my plan was broken! my new year's resolution came in a blur. huuuuuuuuffff.... i never imagined it would be that hard. i hope it's not yet too late to start all over AGAIN. sigh.