jleigh09's Journal

 
    
22
Sep 2006
11:06 AM WEDT
   

Felt on a real high yesterday i went to my bank acount to find alot of money it from the tax office my tax credit had been back dated i was so thrilled.i couldnt believe the amount i recieved.so i am outting it toward a flat and christmas presents. i did a bit of shoppping and brought myself some clothes and my boyfriends christmas present. When i got home i felt good it has been ages since i treated myself but i got home and my trousers i brought didnt fit i fel so fat and i know i'm not really big or fat i just am bigger now since having tyler so i am now on a limited diet one meal a day hardly an calories. i done it once in school and lost alot of wait i will do it again. its gettin me down now i was crying last night i felt so low how can things go from such a high to being such a low. i told my boyfriend i was going on a diet he had a go and said that isnt a diet that is not eating properly. and i said i dont care i done it before and i was fine i'm not starving myself. i know i can be silly but i have never fet so hateful twards myself i hate what i see and i hate yhe scar i have i had to have a ceserian section. Tyler was breech. today i am going to open a saving acount and put some of the money away for the flat and with some of the rest i am getting tyler a baby walker. and i might get my hair done. i am going to pay my mum and my sister what i owe them and anything that is left will go on christmas presents. Anyway i am hoping today will be a better day mm is home from work so we are going out and i am treating them all to dinnner. salad for me!
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  • Username: jleigh09
  • Gender / Age: Female, 37
  • Location: United Kingdom
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    About Me: i an 21 from England with a gorgous 22 month old son. I dont get alot of time to myself and i spose this is my way of getting my thoughts together and just being me not just mum, daughter,sister or girlfriend just jamie.

    Interests: i love music and art even though i dont get chance to draw or paint anymore. i love to shop for my son and partner and i love pampering myself once in a while.

    Favorite Music: i enjoy most music apart from opera, musical and classical i love r&b and hip hop i also enjoy a bit of regae,dance,drum and base and club remix's.

    Favorite Movies: i enjoy romance an comedy i love anything i can cry to i know i'm sad! i enjoy chick flicks an some action films. i love anything sexy.

    Favorite Television: i love soaps and comedy sitcoms such as fiends and my wife and kids. i also enjoy typical british comedy and c.s.i programmes.

    Favorite Books: I LOVE JACKIE COLLINS NOVELS THEY ARE GREAT .

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