I can't believe how quickly I can change my mind about things.
The guy i was so completely and helplessly head over heels for, doesn't really do that to me anymore. I still like him but honestly, what is it worth? He has made me wait so long and if things are just going to change now, it seems like he never thought I was worth it. He had to check everyone else first to see if they were better than me. And even now? Is he interested? Probably not.