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Nov 2006
3:51 PM EDT
   

Hi! So yeah ... my first entry ... well ... I really don't want 2 be whiny ... but ... life basically sucks! I have given up on everything ... friends ... relationships ... my family! The only thing that I really care about (besides my TV shows) is school ... now ur probably like oh well she is like a nerd or something ... but I am not ... school is all I have going for me ... it is going 2 get me out of this place that I hate with a burning passion ... it is my way out! Up until a few weeks ago I had a lot of friends ... but now they just aren't. Let's see well I was best friends with this girl ... lets call her S ... but then S started hanging out with this other girl, N, and N is a bitch, all cares about is herself, and she is mean to everyone and by everyone I mean everyone, and God forbid if something doesn't go her way because then the world just might end! So since S started hanging out with N S has turned into a total bitch ... and I am not the only one to notice my friend F noticed 2! Then there is my friend O who I have been friends with since 3rd grade ... well she started dating L and then she got all full of herself and all she cares about any more is L and what she get for herself. It almost seems like her relationship with L has changed her completely! Then there is my love life ... I have had a few boyfriends ... but none have lasted ... they just didn't feel right ... I haven't had a real boyfriend since last November ... that is like a year ago! And now I am just giving up because it just doesn't seem worth it ... the guys that I know are basically a waste of time ... they are either hicks or assholes ... so you can see my problem! Well I guess that is all I have complain about ... for now! lol!
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  • Username: ibelieve
  • Gender / Age: Female, 34
  • Location: USA - Vermont
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    About Me: I am 16 and a junior in highschool ... I live in the middle of nowhere ... literally! lol!

    Interests: Dancing, Indoor track, Shopping, Hanging out with friends, and watching movies!

    Favorite Music: Anything but opera and classical

    Favorite Movies: Dirty Dancing:Havanna Nights, Take the Lead, Coach Carter, Peter Pan (the one with real pple), Earthsea, all Harry Potter movies, The Lion The Witch and the Wardrobe, The Notebook, Tristan and Isolde, Eight Below, The Longest Yard, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Finding Neverland, Pirates of the Caribbean (both), the list goes on and on and on!

    Favorite Television: Heroes, Veronica Mars, America's Next Top Model, Supernatural, Smallville, Ghost Whisperer, My Wife and Kids, Degrassi: The Next Generation, South of Nowhere, The OC, Hex, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Psych, Angel, Xena, and Hercules and more that I can't think of! lol!

    Favorite Books: A Great and Terrible Beauty, Protector of the Small Series, Daughters of the Moon Series, Harry Potter books, and more!