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13
Nov 2006
1:34 PM EDT
   

This quote thing says "The worst thing you can try to do is cling to somethng taht is gone, or to recreate it" by Johnette Napolitano well thats a weird coincidance (cant spell) because i was thinking about my grandpa today at work and i was soo sad! he died February 3, 2006 just 10 days before my 18th birthday! it seems so selfish how i feel and think somedays! i just feel like its so unfair that he was taken from me before i could graduate! or get married or even turn 18! its just not fair! my brothers and sister got to have him at their graudations but not me!!! i just miss him so much it hurts! im using the song "can't cry hard enough" by The Williams Brothers as a memorial song for him at my wedding! if any one out there has lost a loved one this is an amazing song to listen to! to me its basically saying that "i never said the things i should have while you were here and now that your gone i cant cry hard enough for you to hear me now" those arent the words but thats what they mean to me! anyway thats enough for today! until another time!!! ~~~~~~
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11
Nov 2006
8:49 PM EDT
   

oh lordy i am such an emotionally messed up person! some days i am happy somedays i am sad as hell! it is really weird! I have a sexy fiance and a terrific son and a job that i love! so why the sad days? i have no idea! i get so irritable sometimes for no reason at all and i hate it! i used to think it was because i needed a ciggerett but it cant be that because i am still irratible after i smoke! so what is wrong with me? depression??? WHY ON EARTH WOULD I BE DEPRESSED????????? am i crazy? maybe! i honestly have no idea! so thats why i created this journal so i would have some where to vent my feelings and not feel quit as crazy as i usually do!
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  • Username: fiancebabyfat
  • Gender / Age: Female, 36
  • Location: USA - Pennsylvania
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    FIANCEBABYFAT's Interests:

    About Me: I am 18 years old! i have a son who is 17 months old and a fiance who is 21!

    Interests: I like to play dominoes (a newly found hobby introduced by a friend) i like to listen to music play with my son and watch movies with my fiance

    Favorite Music: fergie: fergilicious & london bridges just stuff u can dance too

    Favorite Movies: save the last dance 1&2 pearl harbor jeepers creepers

    Favorite Television: 7th heaven gilmore girls top model supernatural ghost whisper

    Favorite Books: one fish two fish by dr seuss