So... This is my first post on this site. I just joined today and and looking forward to using this as a non judgemental source to express myself. I don't really want anybody I know to read my journal entries. I just think its an invasion like letting my guard down without actually wanting to. So at least with this it is anonymous and nobody on here will judge me. Correction they will probably but their opinions don't matter.
It'd Christmas time and I hate this time of year. It's always been really difficult for me because half of my family is here and half is in Chicago. The whole be greateful for everything and be with ur family attitude rubs me the wrong way since I am not fully able to do either.
I am looking forward to Christmas being over so I can start off fresh with a new year. This past year has been filled with a lot of up's and downs. Got my heart broken, ruined my credit, started a new job, ended some unhealthy friendships. I learned some things along the way but I am ready to put all the negative behind me and start anew. I think that this next year is going to be my year. So hopefully next January I'll look back on this post and be thankful that this chapter of my life is over.
I'm heading to bed now. Will post again soon!
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